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the caffeinatrix random fact file Pt. I

    In no particular order:
  • I basically have no clue what i want to be when/if I grow up
  • I feel guilty about not producing enough artwork
  • I have a lot of irrational guilt
  • I've always felt "different"
  • My Netflix account indicates that I have seen, and rated 1047 movies
  • Holy Crap that's a lot of movies
  • I'm hopelessly sentimental and nostalgic
  • I'm afraid of expressing weakness or neediness
  • Sometimes I really wish someone would rescue me
  • I was a Girl Scout, and sold a lot of cookies in my time
  • I am most comfortable befriending men, though lately I have been trying to get to know more women, awesome weird alpha women like myself.
  • Most of the weird women in my life have described themselves as feeling masculine at times
  • I love conversation, and consider it a dying art
  • I had a crush on Pee Wee Herman in my late teens
  • I am addicted to DSL
  • I worry about miscommunication and misinterpretation a lot
  • I don't think I let the wonderful people in my life know how much they mean to me
  • I maintained a high GPA throughout my academic career and have always tended to be a teacher's pet
  • I've been dying my hair freaky colors for more than 16 years
  • I have been keeping journals since I was 12 years old
  • I've been online since 1990
  • I started noticing that I was myopic shortly thereafter
  • I went through a period of profound depression which resulted in a sort of agoraphobia
  • I procrastinate a lot, even about doing things I enjoy
  • It bothers me a great deal when people around me are uncomfortable
  • I tend to decorate my tech with stickers, nailpolish, paint, sharpies - whatever's handy
  • I'm easily intimidated by new people
  • I was 23 when I had my first solo orgasm

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djdigit
Aug. 12th, 2003 08:28 pm (UTC)
Nifty!
I have a lot of irrational guilt

I think rational guilt is an oxymoron.

I am most comfortable befriending men, though lately I have been trying to get to know more women, awesome weird alpha women like myself.

Might I recommend aaangyl? She's hella cool and lives near SC and comes up to the city from time to time.

I worry about miscommunication and misinterpretation a lot

Me too. There's a quote that I love to hate repeated by my father, "Speak not so that you can be understood, but that you may not be misunderstood."

I don't think I let the wonderful people in my life know how much they mean to me

I think just about everyone could do this more often. I did for the subset of my friends list that I knew pretty well at the time, and it was fun... certainly wasn't hard to come up with reasons they were all my friends and cool.

I procrastinate a lot, even about doing things I enjoy

Meeeee too! Like mixing. Jeez, no excuse for it!
caffeina
Aug. 12th, 2003 09:29 pm (UTC)
Re: Nifty!
Thought-provoking reply, allow me to retort! :)

I think rational guilt is an oxymoron.

Good one! Well put. Guilt is a totally pointless concept.

Might I recommend aaangyl? She's hella cool and lives near SC and comes up to the city from time to time.

Sure! I'm making an effort to be more open to my sistahs. I don't intentionally avoid the egg-bearers, or anything. I think women kind of scare me. Especially super-girly girls. Don't know why.

I think just about everyone could do this more often. I did for the subset of my friends list that I knew pretty well at the time, and it was fun... certainly wasn't hard to come up with reasons they were all my friends and cool.

Wow, I like how much thought you put in to that. Very nice. I am bad at keeping up with old friends, people who aren't so easily kept up with, people without LJ and Friendster. I should write letters and stuff. Hm. Something to think on. I might still follow your lead and steal your idea for lj friendlies, though.

Hope your mixing/spinning went well! I just drew a couple more handspring doodles, as part of my campaign of becoming more disciplined artistically.

And now I really should go assemble my giant shelves.
loin_mcboing
Aug. 13th, 2003 01:16 pm (UTC)
Re: Nifty!
I like your doodles
rev_rance
Aug. 12th, 2003 09:13 pm (UTC)
I was 23 when I had my first solo orgasm

Good grief... I've got you beat by like 10 years...
caffeina
Aug. 12th, 2003 09:16 pm (UTC)
You go, orgasm addict!
Well, okay, yeah, but girls don't always have the easiest route to climax, so yeah.

I had my first orgasm when I was 18. nyeah.
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caffeina
Aug. 12th, 2003 10:12 pm (UTC)
Re: You go, orgasm addict!
It's extremely common, and I thought for a long time, well, a while anyway, that I would forever be incapable of orgasming.
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