Not surprised, just... hm.

Jul. 20th, 2003 at 10:11 PM

So, yeah, he didn't call back. Whatever, he's busy, whatever he's stoned. Whatever. I still feel kind of, well, very disappointed.

I really hate it when someone can't just be up front about things. I'm not that scary. I'm also not stupid, i'm not a lot of things people assume me to be. And stop fucking apologizing already. Etcetera.

I mean who knows, I might still call him at some point, someday, but he's making it all very complicated.

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lunarpollen

Jul. 20th, 2003 10:30 pm (UTC)

You're not scary at all

people who can't be mature enough to be polite and up front are not worth fretting over

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caffeina

Jul. 20th, 2003 10:37 pm (UTC)

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I know. I know that I should have just let it drop when he flaked out, and just let it drift away.

But, you know, logic has nothing to do with this, intellect barely enters in to affairs of the heart/booty. I'm a nice, old fashioned girl and sometimes I get my heart a little scuffed, but i'll be okay. I just like kvetching. I'm also not good with rejection, real or imagined but ESPECIALLY inexplicable.

You, dear lunarpollen, were once again hyped up to me this afternoon. ;-D

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lunarpollen

Jul. 20th, 2003 10:47 pm (UTC)

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My heart and brain are very good at communicating with one another, I guess I'm lucky!

Hyped up to you??? By whom?!?!?!?! Tell me tell me tell me!!!

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caffeina

Jul. 20th, 2003 10:52 pm (UTC)

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I wish my brain were more in control of my biology and my emotions. It's all so animal and chemical sometimes it just disturbs me.

As far as your street team of PR reps, I can't name names, for That Would Be Telling!!!

But so far everyone speaks Very Highly of you.

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lunarpollen

Jul. 20th, 2003 11:00 pm (UTC)

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It's all one and the same

Why not name names, why would there be something to hide?!?!

Who is this amorphous 'everyone'?? hahaha well I guess it's good that they're trying to sell me to people haha

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caffeina

Jul. 20th, 2003 11:04 pm (UTC)

Get Christina Aguilara OUT of my HEAD please!!

I think it's really only 3 people, and there's not a thing to hide. Silly bean. I'm just teasing you.

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lunarpollen

Jul. 21st, 2003 07:58 am (UTC)

Re: Get Christina Aguilara's HEAD out off her ASS please!!

Damn, I was hoping I had a whole army of Dire's Debutantes out there campaigning for me... TEASE!!!

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