I'm horrified. War is horrible. What happened to us is horrific. What we're doing is horrific. What we've done in the past is horrific. Where is this leading? Is this just a cycle of endless terror?
My housemate is getting all freaked out by the media, buying up tons of antibiotic powder in case of anthrax being released, and is also now convinced that there are stolen Russian nuclear suitcase bombs heading our way. This is a weird scene. We were both agitated, unable to sleep, so we stayed up watching Washington Journal on c-span. This soothed us for a short while, watching the effete hosts read selected tidbits from stacks of newspapers, magazines and websites... Then the callers started in, and it all went downhill from there. There was one guy who said he was deeply saddened that we haven't gone in with any of our nuclear arsenal yet, another who said that people who didn't support the war effort were like a cancer, and a product of Bin Laden's propaganda campaign, as bad as the terrorists. Another creep called up to mumble something about the milky way and the universe and something about disappearing and god was in there too. eek. It got pretty alarming. Only one or two of the callers had anything even remotely informed or intelligent to say. I spent some time actually trying to call in, uncertain of what exactly I would say, but I got too impatient with the busy signals. I could only watch a few more minutes of it anyhow. I gave up shortly after my housemate went off to bed.
I'm very conflicted right now.