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After preparing and packing and waking up early, I ended up not heading down to Santa Cruz. I really don't feel like going down, I know I have to and everything, but i'm just not all fired up about it. As it turns out, after making a mess of phone calls early in the day, I have to be in SF tomorrow. So it all kind of worked out.

I don't really know where all this... laziness, inertia, whatever is coming from. I'm in a bit of a panic, and I keep going through weird shifts in my perspective on everything. Maybe I just need to be medicated for a while. Something to keep me from sitting on my hands in a sort of impotent horror. Something better than blithely ignoring everything. I need to find a middle way.

I spent the last day or so listening while a good friend vented and raged and vented some more about some really unhealthy bitchy gossipy housemate stuff. In a way, I'm really enjoying hearing about someone else's problems for a while, takes me out of myself, pulls me away from scrutinizing my own.

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(Anonymous)
Sep. 27th, 2001 08:39 pm (UTC)
The Medicated Way is the One True Way
Not fired up? Apathetic? And what was all that mumbo jumbo (http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?itemid=11186600&nc=3) about 'demotivational' whatnots?
caffeina
Sep. 27th, 2001 09:01 pm (UTC)
Re: The Medicated Way is the One True Way
Yes, i'm apathetic about this whole situation with scruz and dealing with banks and lawyers and things, and i'm not fired up about it. I feel kind of paralyzed, actually, when I start thinking about it. It's a huge ordeal just to get down there (3 fucking hours, pal) and then I have to be an evil landlady. Bleh. I'd rather be irresponsible and roll around on a grassy hill, or go to the Musee Mechanique and eat russian candy.

And the demotivational whatnots, yes, I stand behind my commentary, bub. Wanna make something of it? It's hard to get motivated to get up and deal with icky stuff when there's nicer things to be done. Like being told my ass is like Cha sui bao. Cha sui bao!!!
ASS
(Anonymous)
Sep. 27th, 2001 09:13 pm (UTC)
Re: The Medicated Way is the Cha Sui Bao Way
Two things.....

First, upon mentioning the things you'd like to be doing, may I remind you of a certain kite purchase you made some time ago....

Second, that's a bad bao pic. Those are all lumpy and discolored, much like the cottage-cheesy rumps of very very old biddies. Many bao are much smoother all around (unless they come fully equipped with that pinched star at the end)...
Oishii!


I suppose there's the question of steaminess, though,.....
caffeina
Sep. 27th, 2001 09:33 pm (UTC)
Re: The Medicated Way is the Cha Sui Bao Way
this?   or this?   Maybe this??
caffeina
Sep. 28th, 2001 05:02 am (UTC)
remind you of anything?
MR. BUCKET (EXTENTENADED DANCE REMIX)
ONCE I WENT TO THE TORY STORE AND THAY HAD A YOYO YUO COULD BUY AND IT WAS RED BUT I BROKE IT
youtsk
Sep. 27th, 2001 09:55 pm (UTC)
Re: The Medicated Way is the One True Way
NICE ASS!!!@#$!@#%!@#$!@#!@@!$!@
caffeina
Sep. 27th, 2001 10:01 pm (UTC)
Re: The Medicated Way is the One True Way
Don't you mean "NICE BUNS"???
youtsk
Sep. 27th, 2001 10:02 pm (UTC)
Re: The Medicated Way is the One True Way
Freudian Slippage.

NICE BUNS!@#!@#$!@#$!@$!@#!@
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