So really, since yesterday evening, this is almost all I've done, screwing around with my new fast shiny toy. One nice thing is I can play DVDs on my computer now, and I have been watching Everybody's Famous, this Dutch film, and the actor playing the father reminds me of my dad in a good, comfortable way. The film is really charming.
I feel a little more depressed than usual lately. I'm not sure why, I guess I just feel a bit directionless and overwhelmed. I've been thinking too much, oddly nostalgic, and really kind of melancholy. I'm pulling away from people, even Joel. At least I'm aware of it, huh?
One good thing i've been doing is doodling a lot.
