That was enough to remind me what i'm about. Sure, i'm in a pretty deep hole right now, but the one good thing that i've done lately is work on art. Everyday. I spend at least two hours (usually many more) drawing, painting, looking at and thinking about what I can create. The first few days were a little strained, but then something shifted.
It's no longer a task, it's not about trying to be more disciplined and serious and together, it's a pleasurable activity that I can lose myself in again. Fuck yes that's a massive boost.