I've been pretty numb and depressed, not doing anything much lately, nothing I feel warrants writing a journal entry. I'm sitting here half-dressed and over-caffeinated (received delivery of a half case of JOLT ESPRESSO holy jeebies) trying to get motivated to go out to do something. Everything just feels kind of pointless, and I really want to snap the hell out of it and have some fun, somehow. I'm barely functioning. This sucks. It seems like everyone is kind of going through hell these days, and that sucks too.