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Vague thoughts that stream shapelessly through her mind
invectives and vituperations bite and flay like steel whips
Created on 2001-09-07 19:06:43 (#341455), last updated 2009-10-05
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| Name: | caffeinatrix |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 10-24 |
| Location: | San Francisco, California, United States |
I can neither confirm nor deny anything that's ever been said by, to, or about me. The funny thing about regret is, it's better to regret something you have done than to regret something you haven't done.
[ i like lists. ]


[ milkycat ]
disinterests:
poseurs, misogyny, bigotry, mediocrity, miscommunication, reductivism, libertarians, fear-driven small-mindedness, closed hearts, closed minds, inflexibility
| Plan: I know! I'll atone for my "sins" with MORE and BETTER "sins"! Nothing is more contrary to romance than the presumption of constancy... To hell with Nature and to hell with God, too. I want a defiant, drunk-on-life songsmith to utter the last sounds to reach my ears. I want someone who appreciates the black gulf between all that I might have been and the little that actually was, who recognizes that the soul cannot range freely, cannot realize more than a particle of itself in the hopelessly cramped field that is a single existence... - Edwin Dobb We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful what we pretend to be. - Kurt Vonnegut, Jr. |
[ i like lists. ]
- Artists I want to be when I Grow Up:
- Nan Goldin, Rodney Alan Greenblat, Jean-Michel Basquiat, Francis Bacon, David Choe, Anselm Kiefer, Jamie Hewlett, Mari Chan, Larry Clark, Julie Doucet, Junko Mizuno, Joe Coleman, Manuel Ocampo, Mori Chak, Chris Ware, Dave Cooper, Jaime Hernandez, Adrian Tomine, Joel-Peter Witkin, Vicki Wong, Daniel Clowes, Tara McPherson - Jan SAUDEK - official Saudek site
- Movies, I like movies!:
- Slacker - Night of the Comet - Henry & June - Die Blechtrommel (the tin drum) - Blue Velvet - The Breakfast Club - Yojimbo - Rashomon - Jackass the Movie - Before Sunrise - Repo Man - Der Himmel über Berlin (wings of desire) - SLC Punk - Ghost World - The Cruise - Waking Life - Rushmore - eXistenZ - The Acid House - Todo sobre mi madre - Desperately Seeking Susan - Happiness - Suburbia - Orgazmo - Amores Perros - Gummo - Du-beat-e-o - Liquid Sky - Y Tu Mama Tambien - Bowling for Columbine - Tampopo - One Hour Photo - True Stories - The Forbidden Zone - Basquiat - The Anniversary Party - Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind - Lost in Translation - Chungking Express
- I like to read other blog type things!:
- 101 Things To Do Before Leaving San Francisco - Jeanette Winterson writes a column I like - empty-handed: trouble every day - elly @ suicidegirls - cracklywords du xep - bag of shit - s u c k bucket - i used to kommute and i miss it - metafiltration! - blogdex - cult of the dead cow blogging it up oldschool - ye olde memepoole - your life is already too easy - boingboing, i mean... duh.
- Some handy links to help you Internet-stalk me:
- flickr - friendster - del.icio.us - stumbleupon - myspace - tribe - orkut - 43 things - 43 people - allconsuming - nerve - gothicmatch - okcupid - suprglu - ljfriendlies - upcoming.org - i'll yelp if you kick me


[ milkycat ]
disinterests:
poseurs, misogyny, bigotry, mediocrity, miscommunication, reductivism, libertarians, fear-driven small-mindedness, closed hearts, closed minds, inflexibility
Interests (149):
1312 posse, \m/, activism, after parties, anime, art, artmaking and heartbreaking, b geeks, bad movies, badonkadonk, bdsm, being friends with exes, bela, black eyeliner, bondage, boots, boundaries, boys, butts, caffeine, cheap cameras, clubbing, coffee, coil, collage, conversation, corsets/corsetry, cracking knuckles, csssa, cuddling, dancing, death guild, deathrock, decadence, dinner!, djarum vanilla & specials, dna lounge, doodling, dozer's coconut curry, drawing, dreaming, dyed hair, energy drinks, ethical hedonism, eyemodule2, female action figures, fetish fashion, flexibility, foetus, geeks, ghost world, giant robot, girls (sometimes), girls with strap-ons, goth, graffiti, graphic design, guilty apathy, haight street, hairdye, high-impact cuddling, illustration, indie films, industrial, infp, insomnia, internets, intimacy, kamio japan, kid robot, kisses, kissing, kissmint for skinfresh, late nights, latex, laughing and laughter, leather, leisuretown, licking, making people laugh, micromusic, milkycat, misanthropy, monkeys, my glasses, my luscious round ass, myopia, nag champa, naked time, nocturnal cycles, nostalgia, oral sex, orgasms, oxytocin, painting, parties, passion, phenylethylamine, photography, piercings, polyvinyl chloride, pool, pornography, possibility, pragmatic optimism, pranks, procrastination, public transit, punani, red bull, romance, san francisco, santa cruz, sassy cats, sensuality, sex, sexuality, sexy underwear, situationism, sketchbooks, slamping, snuggling, spelling, stimucrank, stimulants, sushi, taking notes, talking, tasty corn, tea, thai iced tea, the moon, thinking, thrift stores, toys, travel, unchikun, underground comics, unix, urban trekking, vi, video games, vinyl, voyeurism, wacky nipponese, web design, whimsy, xenophilia, ♥
Schools:
Branciforte Elementary School - Santa Cruz, CABranciforte Middle School - Santa Cruz, CA
Cabrillo College - Aptos, CA
Green Acres Elementary School - Santa Cruz, CA
Kansas City Art Institute - Kansas City, MO
Live Oak Elementary School - Santa Cruz, CA
Soquel High School - Soquel, CA
Traveling School International - Santa Cruz, CA
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